All this Pain

how can you talk like as you never know how deep the pain I feel?
I'm getting used to this pain. would you let me feel strange for the second time?
Sir, until whenever, there will always something doesn't going like usually
You disappeared after I was already dreaming of a happiness with you
Everyday I try to learn about what is love?
a sincerity perhaps.  
I stand

see from a distance how you give all yr feel for someone else

I'm getting used! 
but now, you will come just to hope we'll always fine, 
come, go home, and no more 
don't you think about my feelings after that coming?
You can go back to work and do other fun activities with your new life
while I, perhaps I will again felt pain in the eyelid due your stare
I do not deny that I really really feel something like longing
but, however. 
I can't!

July 2014